|
Post by Balthazar on Jun 9, 2009 11:50:40 GMT -5
I am lost...
In my journey of life, I have been looking for my soul mate. I have travelled through far and wide. Across many unknown lands and many open seas. For atlas, I could not find anyone. As my life slowly fading away. As my sight blur into illusions and despair. As my hope disappeared as it blown by the wind. As I lost the feel of My body,My mind. As I have fallen from grace. All turn into darkness where I hid my very soul. My inner peace is no longer here. My inner soul gone & lost forever. I question myself. I question life itself and its intentions. My doubts grew into anger and frustration. My blissful ignorance keeps me comfort. Will I ever be loved? Will there be anyone for me? Will there be anyone to hold my hands? Or Whisper into my ears? Will my broken wings ever be heal? Will my Heart ever be whole again? Will anyone hold me tight into their arms? Or say that they love me?
|
|
|
Post by Balthazar on Jun 9, 2009 11:51:23 GMT -5
lol an old poetry that I wrote 2 years ago, and I am thinking of writing materials :3 My Sweetheart can be my inspiration x3
|
|
|
Post by Balthazar on Jun 9, 2009 11:53:45 GMT -5
The Human Suffering
All these endless torments, This pain cause by others, This void building in my very soul, A Black Hole is taking my life away,
Sadness grows into Loneliness Doubts grows into Fear, Hate grows into Anger, Anger grows into Destruction,
Damned forever in confusion, Memories, reminder of the betray, Hiding in the Depths Of Darkness, Where I lay waste, blissfully lost,
The Wounded Heart, The Inner Loneliness, The Endless Suffering, The Shadow Of The Doubt,
Tainted blood flows through in me, Chaos And Fear In My Own Humanity, The True Judgement Of The Fallen, With a missing heart.
|
|
|
Post by Balthazar on Jun 9, 2009 11:55:45 GMT -5
And this one was last year after some rough events.... well before I met DecemberHeart or before I started playing another MMORPG again.... but its all good now ^^
|
|
|
Post by Elvanna on Jun 9, 2009 14:11:33 GMT -5
Verrry nice ~ very poetic of you, i shall post my shits up too xD
|
|
|
Post by DecemberHeart on Jun 10, 2009 7:18:32 GMT -5
Those really made me cry Sweety, they were beautiful, but really sad *hugs even tighter* You are a really good poet Sweety, I can't wait to read more of your writings.
|
|
|
Post by Balthazar on Jun 10, 2009 8:57:48 GMT -5
I am weak...
Your presence still lingers... I cannot forget about you... You are always in my mind... when I'm depressed... I'll think about you...
The taste that you leave me on my lips... I crave more for your undivided love... You tenderness... How I admire and praise thee...
You're irresistible... I cannot leave you out of my sight... I must have you... I can't live without you...
I curse you... I Curse my soul... My hunger for you grows everyday... My desire for you to be with me....
Oh, how weak can a man be?.. For love, I bow down and kneel before you.. Oh love, you are my Goddess..
|
|
|
Post by Elvanna on Jun 10, 2009 10:45:36 GMT -5
whoargh . that. is. deep.. ><
|
|
|
Post by tg on Jun 11, 2009 0:32:34 GMT -5
*stabs* *claps hand in tears* not really.. :3 you shall get a black hat! x3
|
|
|
Post by Balthazar on Jun 11, 2009 11:30:43 GMT -5
LOL a black hat? where? I want it now DX
|
|